Haha. Maybe I think too much. And pessimists should not think so much. We tend to play out scenarios so far and so badly that everything seems like it’ll end up in flames.
[03:11] Keo: *emoemorantemorantrant*
[03:11] Roey: my deduction is still over-intellectualization
[03:11] Keo: eh?
[03:12] Roey: think too much
[03:12] Keo: mmm
[03:13] Roey: you did what you had to do, you felt what you should have felt
It would be so much more awesome if it wasn’t over msn. I wouldn’t mind having someone sock me one in the face just so that I can snap out of this stupid, self-destructive, overthinking, state everytime I fall into one.
It’s nice to be able to talk about things rather than mope and be an idiot.
I hate hypocrites. And I hate it even more when I can’t help it but to become one myself. I guess I suck at empathy - and will only realise things when I myself am stuck on stupid.
I know sorry is a cheap word nowadays, especially after that era - but I cannot find another word as a substitute. I am sorry. I really am.
I’m sorry to my bro’s who stood up for me. I’m glad you were there. I really am. You’re the only reason why I could stand my ground the way I did.
I am sorry for fucking up a fun night.
I know all these sorrys may amount to nothing, but there is nothing else I can say.
I apologise to all the people who were there and chastised me because I was being very defensive and stupid - but I will not apologise to those who did it for self-righteous purposes.
Heh. Serves me right for jumping into Dark Knight mode when not really knowing the full picture.